Me (extremely depressed and stressed out about highschool)
My mom : “it will get better after you graduate”
Me (after i graduated, still depressed and stressed)
My mom : “You need to either go to college or get a job. soon”
Me (Searching for a job, lost track of how many i applied for. applied for 3 temp agencies)
My mom ” You need to try harder”
Me (finally got a job months later)
My mom “this is great ! you’ll finally have some money!”
Me “people here treat me horribly. like i’m completely stupid. 
My mom “You’ll get a better job some day.. by the way , pay rent.”
Me ” Ok.. I need a college degree so i can get a better job”
My mom ” With a college degree , you might not get a better job, it might even be worse. people will still treat you bad”
Me (Wondering whats the point of life in general at this point)
No matter what kind of life i have ,I’ll end up as dead as everyone else eventually.

Maybe after i get .. stable.. like when ihave a house or whatever… when i have more money.. things will get better. i dont freakin know. SEND ME WORDS OF ENCOURAGEMENT D:

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Damn walrus train….

Woke up to a freakin creepy sound that was like a car horn combined with a dying walrus. I have concluded that it was a trains horn … That has somehow been messed up severely.

(morning of 3 29 2012)

i had another lucid dream. :D I flew again, And this time i could keep myself from wakin up. I COULD ALSO JUST PICK A SONG IN MY BRAIN, AND HEAR IT. it was aweosme. although I still cant really make anything appear.. so theres not much for me to do except fly around areas I’m really familiar with..

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This dream started out with cheech and chong in my front yard challenging me to cross a minefield to get to a prize..

Yea.. i know

I was like

Oh i’ll just fly!

 so i flew over it

and i got  to the prize

it was a super cool watch

Since I was flying thats when i realized it was a dream.. And then I started hearin a song! 

time is running out - by superpowerless

I had a lucid dream last night!  (morning of march 5th 2012)
I flew! :D Unfortunately although it was a lucid dream i havent really gotten to the point where i can controll EVERYTHING. 
So heres what happened. this morning i woke up on the couch, uncomfortable, so i went to my bed and went back to sleep. 
Then suddenly I was outside walking around. So thats when i realized.. wait.. I’M NOT OUSIDE, IM IN MY BED, I’M DREAMIN! I CAN DO WHAT I WANT! HAHAHA
So i started flying around XD Then this little evil black cat showed up and somehow made me stop flying (by doin some kind of magic) I tried to make him go away by punching him LOL. 
This is too crazy to make up. But yea.. it was so cool flying around in the dream. it’s like i could feel the butterflys in my stomach
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ts such an incredible thing. but Yea i got too excited. I was like.. OMG NO HOW CAN I MAKE THE MAGICAL CAT GO AWAY *PUNCH PUNCH PUNCH* then it made me stop flying then i woke up :(
 When i first realized i was dreaming it was just like a total OMG moment. it was like.. I CAN DO ANYTHING OMG OMG OMG WHAT SHOULD I DO FIRST. I SHOULD FLY. OH WHAT THE HECK IS THAT CAT DOING THERE. DANG IT GO AWAY CAT. NOOOOOOOOOO

This was.. Some time in 2010.  near the begining of the school year.. so maybe.. september?

So basically in my dream I was at a really cool book store, like a pimped out borders, and I was there with Harry Potter, and Hermione. NOT Dan Rad and Emma Watson, 

The actual characters. It was then that I realized I was dreaming.  The Book store had several really cool stationary items, scented pencils, (Like.. normaly thats no big deal but i could SMELL the smellss in my dream. and they were amazing. Undescribable) They even had drugs for sell there. XD 

I was still in high-school when I had this dream So i had to get up to go to school. :p 

The over all feeling of the dream was so warm… like comforting.. but so cool…Like a jazz lounge.. And it was just one of the best feelings I could explain. 

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AND there were these sets for sell.. That would have like..Some scented pencils.. comic books, designer drugs (like.. an etheogenic marijuana except  for a specific type of trip) and  other random stuff that was all one theme.

I’ll start by posting my three lucid dreams I’ve had so far. 

:3